lovinglayna-deactivated20140617 asked:
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Fun fact:
“Perf” isn’t a word.
No worries :) I’m 21 weeks and 2 days :D
Tomorrow is my best friend’s birthday..
So we’re going out for dinner at the same place we went for her 18th birthday party, at this mexican place. I haven’t been there since, and now I’m just worried with all these hormones fucking me over and the fact that it’s her birthday and she really should be here, and she’s missing out on so much stuff now that she’s gone, I just don’t want to be up there hosting this thing and bawling my eyes out like a total dickhead. I know she’s there, somehow. I don’t “feel” her or see her or anything, but since she left us, there’s always been something that reminds us of her.. Like after her funeral, we all went down to the beach with our rubber duckies, and we wrote stuff on them, and put letters inside them and we threw them out into the ocean, and the stubborn little things kept coming back. Last year for her birthday, we went and had dinner and afterwards we had all these balloons and we let them go in the park, and there was one duck shaped balloon, and that one and a couple of others went straight to the tree and got stuck. Both times it just made us all laugh, and it just felt like something that resembled her personality. It’s kind of adding a little bit of fun to a moment that isn’t the least enjoyable for someone who loves her.
ugh.
This would all be a lot better if she was here.
I miss her so much. :’(
HORMONES, WTF!
So, me and the boyf haven’t had sex in like a week, and today, he wanted to have sex, and I cried because he looked bored, and then I bawled my eyes out because I killed the mood and we weren’t going to have sex any more.
ugh.
I have a question that I need fresh opinions on?
My baby’s name will be Jackson, and his last name will be Olds.
We have two middle names picked, both for their special reasons, and I can’t figure out which way sounds better? I keep saying them both over and over in my head until they just sound stupid -.-
So, the question is:
1. Jackson Leo Robert Olds
OR
2. Jackson Robert Leo Olds
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